Why is the future so frightening?
I can’t see myself in it but I can’t see myself dead either.
I think I wanna start just writing one sentence that sums up my whole day, all the feelings and captures every moment. I like the idea of it but I don’t think I could do it.
The next day..
After another day passes,
I keep losing hope.
Maybe the future isn’t so bright for me.
I’m trying not to over think things but it’s always hard.
Sometimes I wish I could say the words, but I always hold them in.